HA!
This HAS to be a joke, right? Cos it's too ridiculous and RETARDED to be true.
I said I wouldn't do this but now I'm doing it anyway - taking the fucking bait like some fucking immature moron. Whatever. I don't give a shit. Besides, it's getting PRETTY amusing. I haven't laughed this much in a while. At least, not since Heidi tried to take me on through blog postings.
Why is that the way everyone wants to argue? Like fuck.. use technology like NORMAL people, not to try and start drama. That's not what the interweb is for. ^_^
I'll at least have the decency to cover it all cos everyone else is getting pissed at the immaturity of all this. Yet somehow I feel the need to continue anyway. Ahh, the special olympics of arguing.
*sigh* Here we go.
I KNEW the self-pitying bullshit was next. You're so predictable. You need to change your routine.
I'm not MOVING around just cos you decide to be ALL OVER your girlfriend in a completely inappropriate situation. What is TWO hours of not having to be all over her? You are together almost TWENTY FOUR/SEVEN. It doesn't KILL YOU. I'm not gonna fucking get up and move to the other side of the fucking room or leave the building or even have to SHIELD my fucking eyes just cos YOU decide need to start making out. I've made ENOUGH sacrifices on my own and ALL I FUCKING ASK is that you fucking SHOW SOME FUCKING RESPECT!!! WHY DO YOU FEEL THE NEED TO COME AROUND ON THE ONLY FUCKING DAYS I FUCKING GET TO GO TO THE FUCKING YOUTH PROJECT AND MAKE IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO STAY THERE?!
We're not fucking CHILDREN. We're not in HIGH SCHOOL. Stop fucking being RIDICULOUS. There is no need to FLAUNT your relationship to everyone. EVERYONE KNOWS YOU'RE TOGETHER. WHOOP DE FUCKING DOO. You weren't all over ME when we were there so don't fucking start saying that you're being yourself cos you're being like that on purpose. Or is THAT your definition of yourself? Oh wait - YES! IT IS! YOU LIKE TO HURT PEOPLE! YOU LIKE TO RUB IT IN! Especially to ME! How many FAVORS have I done for you when instead of "Thank you" I got SCREAMED AT. Check yourself. You need to learn how to fucking check yourself. I'm not a fucking rag doll for you too verbally fucking abuse and throw the fuck around.
And you ARE entitled to your feelings. But you need to realize that I am, too! I posted my feelings on my journal and you retaliated. Don't be a hypocrite and talk about how I should suck it up and then whine when I attack on YOU calling ME wrong! It's the same shit! SO hypocritical!!!! If you can't take it, don't dish it out!
You don't seem to realize that most of this is happening through fault of your own.
No one forced you anywhere - you took that step ON. YOUR. OWN. And you JUST said that!
You also don't seem to realize that you're making assumptions - NO ONE is saying ANYTHING about you. Seriously. If anyone's talking, it's about me. I'm sure you and a certain number of friends, QUITE A FEW ACTUALLY, talk plenty of SHIT about me. So don't fucking start SLINGING it if you can't fucking take it - AND AREN'T!!!!!! This isn't fucking MIDDLE school. We don't all SIT AROUND and discuss other people behind their fucking backs. Maybe you do but I don't fucking have enough time for that shit. I HAVE a life. TWO jobs and school cos I have to stay ALIVE and I still can't EAT.
What was I left with? A couple of material things, a couple of half-friends who actually take YOUR side, whether you think so or not. And a couple of friends I've actually managed to KEEP and some who pretend to be impartial to this entire thing but CLEARLY take your side. That's gotta be considered LUCKY, considering I'm still here in this fucking country, MOSTLY ALONE and in fucking DEBT cos I can't afford ANYTHING cos you couldn't fucking live with me without SCREAMING at me 24/7.
And I DO give you credit where credit is due. Most fucking CERTAINLY!!!! I fucking tell EVERYONE how much I fucking care about you, how much I miss you as a friend, how much I wish you could fucking suck it up and be CIVIL so we could fucking get along. EVERYONE knows that a lot of this stuff is yours. I STILL refer to Jaimie as OUR "baby."
Get your fucking facts straight.
And don't you go fucking blaming all this bullshit on me. Cos it doesn't work. Whether you like it or not, MUCH of it is your own fault.
So stop bitching. Stop fucking complaining. STOP FUCKING WHINING!
Welcome to the real world. Deal with your fucking mistakes and decisions like the rest of us have to do.
I'll fucking be gone soon. Be grateful for THAT. I never should have fucking come here. I hope you're fucking happy for ALL I've had to fucking suffer on YOUR fucking behalf. You have NO fucking clue. Not even an INKLING. So stop bitching cos you have NO fucking idea how anything feels.
By the way, I thought you were above all this LiveJournal drama.
No.. wait. No I didn't think that. LOL. I know you're not.
You told me YOURSELF you're a drama queen and you can't live without it. You told me sometimes you lie in order to CAUSE it.
That's not very nice. In fact, it's pretty stupid. The world has enough drama without you trying to cause more. And I think you've already put me through ENOUGH. Go fucking pick a fight with someone else cos this is just retarded. I'm sick of you and your shit; I've had enough.
I said I wouldn't do this but now I'm doing it anyway - taking the fucking bait like some fucking immature moron. Whatever. I don't give a shit. Besides, it's getting PRETTY amusing. I haven't laughed this much in a while. At least, not since Heidi tried to take me on through blog postings.
Why is that the way everyone wants to argue? Like fuck.. use technology like NORMAL people, not to try and start drama. That's not what the interweb is for. ^_^
I'll at least have the decency to cover it all cos everyone else is getting pissed at the immaturity of all this. Yet somehow I feel the need to continue anyway. Ahh, the special olympics of arguing.
*sigh* Here we go.
I KNEW the self-pitying bullshit was next. You're so predictable. You need to change your routine.
I'm not MOVING around just cos you decide to be ALL OVER your girlfriend in a completely inappropriate situation. What is TWO hours of not having to be all over her? You are together almost TWENTY FOUR/SEVEN. It doesn't KILL YOU. I'm not gonna fucking get up and move to the other side of the fucking room or leave the building or even have to SHIELD my fucking eyes just cos YOU decide need to start making out. I've made ENOUGH sacrifices on my own and ALL I FUCKING ASK is that you fucking SHOW SOME FUCKING RESPECT!!! WHY DO YOU FEEL THE NEED TO COME AROUND ON THE ONLY FUCKING DAYS I FUCKING GET TO GO TO THE FUCKING YOUTH PROJECT AND MAKE IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO STAY THERE?!
We're not fucking CHILDREN. We're not in HIGH SCHOOL. Stop fucking being RIDICULOUS. There is no need to FLAUNT your relationship to everyone. EVERYONE KNOWS YOU'RE TOGETHER. WHOOP DE FUCKING DOO. You weren't all over ME when we were there so don't fucking start saying that you're being yourself cos you're being like that on purpose. Or is THAT your definition of yourself? Oh wait - YES! IT IS! YOU LIKE TO HURT PEOPLE! YOU LIKE TO RUB IT IN! Especially to ME! How many FAVORS have I done for you when instead of "Thank you" I got SCREAMED AT. Check yourself. You need to learn how to fucking check yourself. I'm not a fucking rag doll for you too verbally fucking abuse and throw the fuck around.
And you ARE entitled to your feelings. But you need to realize that I am, too! I posted my feelings on my journal and you retaliated. Don't be a hypocrite and talk about how I should suck it up and then whine when I attack on YOU calling ME wrong! It's the same shit! SO hypocritical!!!! If you can't take it, don't dish it out!
You don't seem to realize that most of this is happening through fault of your own.
No one forced you anywhere - you took that step ON. YOUR. OWN. And you JUST said that!
You also don't seem to realize that you're making assumptions - NO ONE is saying ANYTHING about you. Seriously. If anyone's talking, it's about me. I'm sure you and a certain number of friends, QUITE A FEW ACTUALLY, talk plenty of SHIT about me. So don't fucking start SLINGING it if you can't fucking take it - AND AREN'T!!!!!! This isn't fucking MIDDLE school. We don't all SIT AROUND and discuss other people behind their fucking backs. Maybe you do but I don't fucking have enough time for that shit. I HAVE a life. TWO jobs and school cos I have to stay ALIVE and I still can't EAT.
What was I left with? A couple of material things, a couple of half-friends who actually take YOUR side, whether you think so or not. And a couple of friends I've actually managed to KEEP and some who pretend to be impartial to this entire thing but CLEARLY take your side. That's gotta be considered LUCKY, considering I'm still here in this fucking country, MOSTLY ALONE and in fucking DEBT cos I can't afford ANYTHING cos you couldn't fucking live with me without SCREAMING at me 24/7.
And I DO give you credit where credit is due. Most fucking CERTAINLY!!!! I fucking tell EVERYONE how much I fucking care about you, how much I miss you as a friend, how much I wish you could fucking suck it up and be CIVIL so we could fucking get along. EVERYONE knows that a lot of this stuff is yours. I STILL refer to Jaimie as OUR "baby."
Get your fucking facts straight.
And don't you go fucking blaming all this bullshit on me. Cos it doesn't work. Whether you like it or not, MUCH of it is your own fault.
So stop bitching. Stop fucking complaining. STOP FUCKING WHINING!
Welcome to the real world. Deal with your fucking mistakes and decisions like the rest of us have to do.
I'll fucking be gone soon. Be grateful for THAT. I never should have fucking come here. I hope you're fucking happy for ALL I've had to fucking suffer on YOUR fucking behalf. You have NO fucking clue. Not even an INKLING. So stop bitching cos you have NO fucking idea how anything feels.
By the way, I thought you were above all this LiveJournal drama.
No.. wait. No I didn't think that. LOL. I know you're not.
You told me YOURSELF you're a drama queen and you can't live without it. You told me sometimes you lie in order to CAUSE it.
That's not very nice. In fact, it's pretty stupid. The world has enough drama without you trying to cause more. And I think you've already put me through ENOUGH. Go fucking pick a fight with someone else cos this is just retarded. I'm sick of you and your shit; I've had enough.