Jan 18, 2007 15:15
Way to be proud to be a liar and a breaker-of-promises and COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY fucked up to me.
What a waste of time. What a waste of tears. What a waste of moving. What a waste of LOVE!!!!! WASTE. OF. LOVE. SO MANY YEARS AND THEY WERE A WASTE!
Always there for me? To the end?
No. NEVER THERE FOR ME WITHIN THE PAST 3 YEARS. NEVER!!
All. Fucking. Lies.
MY feelings NEVER EVER mattered! NEVER!
How could someone be THAT full of lies? It can't be POSSIBLE! It's fucking ABSURD! And for what? To get ENJOYMENT out of watching someone SUFFER?! DO PEOPLE GET PLEASURE OUT OF HURTING OTHER PEOPLE TO THE POINT OF WANTING.. NO.. FEELING THAT THEY NEED SELF-ANNIHILATION IN ORDER TO GET AWAY FROM IT?! IS THAT IT?! IS IT FUN?!
Hate.
So. Much. Hate.
I shouldn't have to feel this way but when I'm FORCED to feel it, I don't have much of a choice.
I always gave you everything YOU wanted, everything YOU asked for. Good.. Or bad.