Jan 17, 2007 22:23
Crying for the first time since Christmas.
My wounds have been ripped back open for another chance to pour in acid.
WHY?! WHY CAN'T I BE LEFT ALONE?! WHY CAN'T YOU FUCKING LET ME HEAL?!
I can't fucking stop crying.
CAN'T STOP CRYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You feel the need to rub shit in my face. It's not fair. It's not right. I don't FUCKING appreciate it. YOU FUCKING PROMISED YOU WOULDN'T!
Then again you fucking promised a whole ton of shit. You always lied, you always broke all your promises. All you did was walk all over me.
I was nothing to you. You lied, you lied, you lied.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE BUT THERE'S SO MUCH, SO MUCH TO FUCKING SAY TO YOU!!!! SO. FUCKING. MUCH!!
But it's all a waste of time.
You. Lied.