date party
so tonight was an aepi date party. the theme was golf pros and tennis hos. i asked the girl who in one of my earlier posts i said was my number one at ucla. She is amazing. she is funny, can hold a conversation, and breathtaking. BUT this one bro in the house (he shall remain nameless) was hitting on her. I was thinking david do something. Then i remembered, who the fuck am i to her? I have no claim on this girl, no rights as to who she can and can't talk to. I am not too angry at her, but the dude, he is going to be my brother and he fucking moves in on my date. that's weak sauce. what an asshole. so she leaves with him, i don't know or care what happened she had a real reason to leave me but i hate that she left with him. He did have three other girls with him when he left, so its not like it was a ditch for a hook up (as we know so far). I stay and go from having the hottest girl there to being dateless. but fuck the glory of having the hottest date, i was having a blast with her. I felt like there was some real chemisty. Guess not. My big mistake tonight was NOT being awkward, was NOT making stupid comments. In those departments i was very chill. My mistake was not breaking the touch barrier early, cuz when we were dancing it was awkward when i tried to hold her and her hips and shit. So we had very little touch contact. But i felt like there was chemistry none the less. I hate that this guy left with her. I don't know if anything happened, like i said not my business. But who does that to someone who is going to be their frat brother. Maybe i've idealized frat bonds too much, but u don't go after your real friend's dates in real life, why when in a frat would that make it ok? FUCK YOU you dick. As for her, i feel a little confused cuz we were laughing and talking and just getting to know each other. Then she leaves, she did seem to like talking with him. I'm not going to say what i found out later tonight, coming home from the house. if u wanna know come talk with me. if you are her and ur reading this then u should know that that was pretty fucking lame, i thought we had really hit it off, guess not. Will somebody please tell me what i'm doing wrong. I ask her, i am funny, i don't say anything dumb, we have a great conversation, then she leaves in the car of some other dude? i hate women.
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