When did we grow up?

[dabombaintshit]

I know its cliche as fuck, but when did time fly and turn us into adults? I still refer to myself as a kid when "grown ups" are talking in front of me. Although I've been working since I was 14 and paying my way through everything practically, I never considered myself an adult until January 28, 2008. I've been feeling very adult-y lately due to all of my god damn bills that continue to stack up. Deciding to get my boyfriend an attorney was the stupidest idea I ever had. I love him very much and I think if I could go back in time, I would do it again. However, I am no fool and I know that my getting an attorney for him and handling his entire criminal case WAS NEVER MY PROBLEM. I am 22 years old and I feel like Im 50. Its so much stress and responsibility and I hate it. I wish I could just go back to even 2006 when I worked part time in Publix and took a month off for Spring Break just to be a beach bum. My tan was so great! Now I have to think about attorney's fees, rent, car payments. I hate that I have to pay for everything by myself when there are no many people that I know that dont pay rent, nor a car, and their parents are at their beck and call. Im not hating PER SE, Im just jealous :(

I am looking, STILL, for some sort of part time job in addition to my full time to try and build my income. To think that I was able to save up 5k and its all gone down the drain with this stupid criminal case. Connie's car got towed a few days ago and they didnt even leave the parking lot, they had just finished mounting the car on the truck, and they charged her $100 to drive it off. I hate Miami. I hate Miami more than anything I think. If I lived somewhere else, where the economy wasnt so terrible, maybe I wouldnt be so unhappy.

I agree with Jenny, this motherfucking city is stifling.

Fuck.