Been a long time..
Been a long time since i write something here...so many things happen along the way and prove how useless i am at times, and i am not that good after all...
very angry with myself for being such careless and i really want to change it. Is there a way to really do it instantly?! i just hate myself so much at times and even think of killing myself at one moment.
I need to pick up myself up again and be stronger and not repeat the same mistakes over again! i need to to know where i want to be and be focus all the time! ALL THE FREAKING TIME and never let things goes against the other way round!
very angry with myself for being such careless and i really want to change it. Is there a way to really do it instantly?! i just hate myself so much at times and even think of killing myself at one moment.
I need to pick up myself up again and be stronger and not repeat the same mistakes over again! i need to to know where i want to be and be focus all the time! ALL THE FREAKING TIME and never let things goes against the other way round!