Mistakes mistakes mistakes...everyone make mistakes and we need to learn them in order for us to improve. I do not know how to really let go, sometimes, I just dont know why I keep making the same mistakes again and again. I want to show that I cam do well but I cant even though effort is put in. Maybe I didn't put in enough effort or emotion affect me? I just dont know.
I want to prove myself but I don't know why I prove myself the wrong way and as a result losing trust! I hate to be defensive in whatever I am doing but is my nature? I want to know why is this happening!
I will try to improve! These few months is really disappointing for me!
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