Tough time ahead
Is tough handling things but is even tougher handling emotions...i have to admit i sucks at that. just recently both my parents met into something, my dad had a fall from a flight of stairs and got into an accident which result in paying around $500 in damage to others and my mum also fall sick...sponsor them to go Malaysia on Mother day for a day trip...
trying to keep myself really focus on what i am doing and stop committing mistakes. I just hope that things are going to be smooth! from this incident, suddenly i just feel that my parents are old already, till now i do not know what to do, i sucks at expressing my concern for them but i am always worried about them.
just pick up my viola again, and going to learn it hard and hopefully one day i can go back and perform again, if i can and the ability to. Learning it every Wednesday during my free time with Dr Yeo, one of the famous violist in singapore, performing in alot of events, and also a instructor for alot of school including NTU and RP...he has been waiting for me for 5 years when i left RP when i graduate, and finally i can learn again. Going back to RP whenever possible on monday and thur to join the current RP student for string ensemble practise, hopefully i can get YQ and Meili back as well and that will be wonderful. But with the working life everyone is busy with when graduated from RP, is always hard to practise and also commit to something that require alot of practise.
Heading to Dr yeo house for lesson tml at Toa Payoh tml..going o make full use of it and make sure i work hard for this despite my work....
is hard handling both work and viola but i am going to overcome them just like i work and study together...
trying to keep myself really focus on what i am doing and stop committing mistakes. I just hope that things are going to be smooth! from this incident, suddenly i just feel that my parents are old already, till now i do not know what to do, i sucks at expressing my concern for them but i am always worried about them.
just pick up my viola again, and going to learn it hard and hopefully one day i can go back and perform again, if i can and the ability to. Learning it every Wednesday during my free time with Dr Yeo, one of the famous violist in singapore, performing in alot of events, and also a instructor for alot of school including NTU and RP...he has been waiting for me for 5 years when i left RP when i graduate, and finally i can learn again. Going back to RP whenever possible on monday and thur to join the current RP student for string ensemble practise, hopefully i can get YQ and Meili back as well and that will be wonderful. But with the working life everyone is busy with when graduated from RP, is always hard to practise and also commit to something that require alot of practise.
Heading to Dr yeo house for lesson tml at Toa Payoh tml..going o make full use of it and make sure i work hard for this despite my work....
is hard handling both work and viola but i am going to overcome them just like i work and study together...