Apr 28, 2011 23:36
how can i forget something that i used to love so much and care so much?! i been avoiding and trying as much as possible to make sure i dont think about it. But is just so hard...i dont know what to do anymore..
tears are roll but we just cant turn back time...i dont know what to do anymore.
I really hate this feeling and just wish that i can have a reset button in my brain. Is tough although is just like a few months...i gave myself too much expectation already i guess that why i am feeling it this way...
time will always heal everything but i do not know when will it be the right time..finding another one to take over? i doubt i am such person. i hate to be a cancer, always so devoted and all...ARHHHHH!!!
I just hate it!