Work (Papa John's) epiphany
as I was driving away from my last delivery,I remember another picture me I had.maybe, all this stress I'm under is in part due to my extreme frustration at Papa Johns.although I handled the situation very well,they was a particularly bad day at work.thank God for my new found relaxation techniques or else I would have melted down.in any case typically was that with other jobs there is quite a bit of meaning to it and appreciation for hard work.with Papa Johns all you do is deal with the same bullshit day in and day out,with no backup from your higher ups.even worse,they tend to use those who are good workers such as myself.I am frustrated because my work ethic is so high however instead of getting a reward for my hard work I only get frustration day in and day out.it's hard to put into words knowing that you're going to go in and do the same thing day in and day out takes its toll.however,there is a real stressed there.I think it gets me discouraged and frustrated when I stop to think about it.even though it is a good means to an end its really taking it out of me.it feels good, sad, and frustrating to put this down to words.in any case,I needed to get that out of my system after I realized it.