Feb 20, 2004 21:53
damn okay i dont understand them... they make you feel so down sumtimes and i dont understand why... they say they wanna look out for you... they say they wanna do this.... and they say they wanna do that.. i dont understand how they can give you permission to do sumthin and sumthin and then blow up in face the nite b4 and say you cant go make you feel ike shit INFRONT OF MY BOY and his family b/c she says that i ddint tell her sumthin... it doesnt make sense.... i did tell her.... i dont get it... and then she takes it back under restrictions.... and doesnt even make you feel right going... but now you have to go cuz if not my pride is shattered... and its not the first time she does this to me.... how many times does she let my friends dowm...damn how many times has she let ME down like this.... damn i even had the balls to say FUCK U... was i right??... damn i dunno... sometimes she really isnt right but what can i do.. she is my mom i guess... and i kno she cares... but i dont agree wit how she does it... just cuz my dad and my bro... she is scared of they will tell her and what if sumthin goes wrong its all her fault... doesnt sound right does it... she thinks that he is the same as my dad and bro... he isnt.... he is different.... she doesnt kno and understand everythin.... man if only everyone could understand everythin... one day i hope everyone knows and understands all... even them dumb bitches that need to get a life and quit callin him... damn im sooo dead right now its time for bed and time to wait for my babys fone call