teh boyfriend
teh boyfriend
so the boyfriend and I had a nice, long talk today. Mostly just reassurance that the whole thing isn't purely physical. And it's not. It was to reassure my emotional brain he wasn't using me for purely physical stuff, and he's not, which is GOOD, and we had a nice little what if convo about Italians and Vigilante-ness, and mafia and fun stuff like that. It was disturbing, but also interesting. I feel sorta weird. We talked about when and if we were married, what life would be like, and how he'd have an office with one key and how people would be allowed in but only with him there.
so it was funny because AJ pulled into the driveway and called CJB's house, and he said "Oh, that's just The Female. She's here, we're hanging out, and don't worry, you can come in, you're not interrupting anything." AJ thought i was somebody else who wasn't cool with him. I laughed because I've been called The Female(TM) for the longest time evar. It was cool to see AJ too.
on BHS
Woah. Trippy liek wo. But it was so great to see everybody! I love Nathaniel! He's like, the best! To those of you I managed to see, I love you deeply. To those of you I missed, I still love you deeply. Chalise, i wish i could see you. Most definitely will be back. The teachers thought i was a student still. I seriously BSed my way through a teacher blockage. luckily she was new and didn't know i wasn't a student. with anybody else i woulda gotten yelled at.
on my last night in brookfield for a while
it's weird. I am gonna miss it. Mostly, Imma miss the people. BHS kids i loff you (those I spoke to, those i am still friends with). I really will miss the people. i maintain the house has bad karma, and that's ok with me. I'm alright with that fact. Imma miss Alex and Trey and CJB and Mike and Brad and all my chicas and people. Imma miss hanging with y'all because i had a blast today. seriously. thankyou for making it memorable BHS. *MAJOR LOVE*
so the boyfriend and I had a nice, long talk today. Mostly just reassurance that the whole thing isn't purely physical. And it's not. It was to reassure my emotional brain he wasn't using me for purely physical stuff, and he's not, which is GOOD, and we had a nice little what if convo about Italians and Vigilante-ness, and mafia and fun stuff like that. It was disturbing, but also interesting. I feel sorta weird. We talked about when and if we were married, what life would be like, and how he'd have an office with one key and how people would be allowed in but only with him there.
so it was funny because AJ pulled into the driveway and called CJB's house, and he said "Oh, that's just The Female. She's here, we're hanging out, and don't worry, you can come in, you're not interrupting anything." AJ thought i was somebody else who wasn't cool with him. I laughed because I've been called The Female(TM) for the longest time evar. It was cool to see AJ too.
on BHS
Woah. Trippy liek wo. But it was so great to see everybody! I love Nathaniel! He's like, the best! To those of you I managed to see, I love you deeply. To those of you I missed, I still love you deeply. Chalise, i wish i could see you. Most definitely will be back. The teachers thought i was a student still. I seriously BSed my way through a teacher blockage. luckily she was new and didn't know i wasn't a student. with anybody else i woulda gotten yelled at.
on my last night in brookfield for a while
it's weird. I am gonna miss it. Mostly, Imma miss the people. BHS kids i loff you (those I spoke to, those i am still friends with). I really will miss the people. i maintain the house has bad karma, and that's ok with me. I'm alright with that fact. Imma miss Alex and Trey and CJB and Mike and Brad and all my chicas and people. Imma miss hanging with y'all because i had a blast today. seriously. thankyou for making it memorable BHS. *MAJOR LOVE*