some major paranoia
So last night Alex, Trey and I were at Walgreen's buying Jackie's present, and they left me in the car with it running and whatnot. For the last few hours of hanging out with them, I had gotten exceedingly paranoid, and when they came back I was curled up in a little BALL in Alex's backseat, shaking kinda. I saw a guy walking around on the sidewalk about 50 yards away and I just about died because i had this fear that i was going to get stolen and then raped and killed.
I was a paranoid freak. I had a flight response ALL. DAMN. NIGHT.
I still have some major paranoia and I hafta talk to CJB about some important stuff. I don't know; i feel helpless right now. maybe going into school will get me feeling better.
The diner was fun, i should go more often. The guys are great, if not crazy.
I'm well aware of what brought it on, so the situation will have to be rectified immediately.
I was a paranoid freak. I had a flight response ALL. DAMN. NIGHT.
I still have some major paranoia and I hafta talk to CJB about some important stuff. I don't know; i feel helpless right now. maybe going into school will get me feeling better.
The diner was fun, i should go more often. The guys are great, if not crazy.
I'm well aware of what brought it on, so the situation will have to be rectified immediately.