hello everyone
Its gonna be a cold long winter....
Im stoked to be getting my 3 quarter sleeve on the 20th of december which is a very special day to me, 3 years ago on that day I realized Love is real. and despite all you cold hearted tuff asses out there deep inside you know love is real and it hurts you doesnt it?
well anyways as cheesy as it is, this saying is true " you dont realize what you have until its gone. " and I pissed away something amazing because I was affraid, because I thought I would get more done and be more inspired as an artist. and to an extent its true I havent written so much nor gotten so much done in a long time and I have alot of good things going for me.
but I have also not cried this much since I was a little kid...I've never felt so alone. Becarefull what you wish for, all I asked for was a little snow, and instead I was destroyed by an avalanche. The purity I try to achieve, the purtiy I strive to attain, I threw away. And now I have to live with that.
im cold, and im gonna freeze in my own discontent if I dont meet someone soon...im going crazy. but its 12:23 and Jen might come over and watch movies so that will cheer me up.
Im stoked to be getting my 3 quarter sleeve on the 20th of december which is a very special day to me, 3 years ago on that day I realized Love is real. and despite all you cold hearted tuff asses out there deep inside you know love is real and it hurts you doesnt it?
well anyways as cheesy as it is, this saying is true " you dont realize what you have until its gone. " and I pissed away something amazing because I was affraid, because I thought I would get more done and be more inspired as an artist. and to an extent its true I havent written so much nor gotten so much done in a long time and I have alot of good things going for me.
but I have also not cried this much since I was a little kid...I've never felt so alone. Becarefull what you wish for, all I asked for was a little snow, and instead I was destroyed by an avalanche. The purity I try to achieve, the purtiy I strive to attain, I threw away. And now I have to live with that.
im cold, and im gonna freeze in my own discontent if I dont meet someone soon...im going crazy. but its 12:23 and Jen might come over and watch movies so that will cheer me up.