Oct 24, 2006 00:32
I awake in terror only to fall asleep in fear.
Take it away, Take it all away,
Good and Bad,
I Don't Want it.
Imagine: building the perfect love brick by brick,
bonded together as one with blood, sweat, and tears.
Now Tie me down and strap these eyes open,
As my love shatters itself,
As you shatter yourself,
As I Shatter myself,
You let them all destroy what I/WE built,
Force to watch...
I Swear I'd Kill myself if I didn't have so much to do today.
I'm affraid to drive down certain streets and listen to certain songs,
I can't be alone.
But when all the other girls fail me,
Only that music is what I have.
So dependant I am:
At breakfast I take in a serving of Morrisey as I learn there is no difference between life and death.
My daily dose of medicine consists of Rober Smiths Cure.
For lunch Johnny Cash shows me what hurt is.
and A Fire Inside carries me into the night.
As the Goo Goo Dolls sing me to sleep I wonder how much more I need to bleed before I'm alive?
I'll never feel so alive like I was that night
That night ran red with our love
I'll never feel so hurt like I was that night
That night ran red with my blood
It will never be the same will it?
In the end its as it began...
Me
Cold
Alone
Searching in a Dark room with no doors.
I'm the King who sleeps in his conquered Castle.
I'm the Captian who sinks in his own Ship.
I'm the Monk who worships a Temple thats not There.
I'm the Kid you once loved, and my own worst Nightmare.