i'm disgusting
ate 1700 kcals today.. i was doing the usual under 1000 a day. and them my mum started on me.. how worthless i am etc. how i'm lazy and goodfornothing.. so yes major binge.
i want this fucking run/race tomorrow to be over with. going to eat 800 tomorrow do my run at night which will burn 600 at least then not eat after it. afterthat on friday im just going to have my dinner. and run every day until wed.
i am disgusting.. kill me. food makes me so depressed. dawn you are vile. no one wants to be your friend. no one cares.
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i want to disappear.
i honestly don't have any friends at all..
i have 5 members of family.. who i fall out with on a regular basis..
all i have is my dog. i love her. thankyou for being there..
xxx
your such a fat cow..
i want this fucking run/race tomorrow to be over with. going to eat 800 tomorrow do my run at night which will burn 600 at least then not eat after it. afterthat on friday im just going to have my dinner. and run every day until wed.
i am disgusting.. kill me. food makes me so depressed. dawn you are vile. no one wants to be your friend. no one cares.
..
i want to disappear.
i honestly don't have any friends at all..
i have 5 members of family.. who i fall out with on a regular basis..
all i have is my dog. i love her. thankyou for being there..
xxx
your such a fat cow..