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I don't understand how people put up with life and it's trials.
I wanna kill myself so badly.
Little things set me off and I hate myself for it.
The only thing stopping me?
The possibilities of if I survive.
If I survive trying to kill myself, what'll happen? Will I become retarded? Or will I just seem crazy to everyone else? Either option will make it so then I'll definitely NEVER find anyone to love me.
The little things in life I won't be able to enjoy anymore either. You can't enjoy anything when you're dead.
But are the little things worth living for compared to what I care about the most?
I can't tell if it's worth it to put up with the constant upsetting and heart break just to enjoy the smaller things in life.
Stay tuned?
I wanna kill myself so badly.
Little things set me off and I hate myself for it.
The only thing stopping me?
The possibilities of if I survive.
If I survive trying to kill myself, what'll happen? Will I become retarded? Or will I just seem crazy to everyone else? Either option will make it so then I'll definitely NEVER find anyone to love me.
The little things in life I won't be able to enjoy anymore either. You can't enjoy anything when you're dead.
But are the little things worth living for compared to what I care about the most?
I can't tell if it's worth it to put up with the constant upsetting and heart break just to enjoy the smaller things in life.
Stay tuned?