i think im sick. i think im sick.
sighs
i just learned my classmate only got one mistake in our midterm exam
shit can i just--
i'm so insecure and jealous right now.
i want a fucking high score .... but i cant seem to attain it
i need fucking good grades this sem ;____;
geez i want to cry
why is it so hard to attain high scores in college
when i was in highschool i got high scores and wtf happened now
i feel so left behind
i want to do well
but ---
should i really go on hiatus? ;____;
is this the right soln?
so i was feeling shitty and i saw this
somehow i felt good but still--
my heart's not ok.
