Aug 29, 2006 19:51
Today marks the first day in what could be an important change in my life. What that is....well if you want to find out please call my phone or leave a message on here and I'll be glad to tell my friends. Well anyway tomorrow i start school again yay me for going back to school.
My regards go out to all the families and friends who have lost someone in Hurricane Katrina.
I know its been a while since I've updated and a lot has happened but, honestly, I was kind of getting tired of updating this. I actually wanted to see if anyone of my friends would bother calling me or contacting me to see how I've been doing. As it so happens I have been in contact with one friend and I've heard some interesting stories. Stories about how past friends no longer hang out with each other because there trying to hang out with different crowds, or friends who have been writing nasty messages on their journals where everyone could see it.
How soon these "friends" forget how when they needed someone that their friends would be there for them. No matter how much they wined, moaned, how drunk people were, well you get the point, they always had us around. I've sat back and watched my "friends" stab me in the back, and I've watched my friends help me through touigh times. I know who my friends are and who are the fakers.
For a long time those "friends" always made me feel like I was the different one and somehow there was something wrong with the way I am. In the end, I figured out that there is nothing wrong with me at all. Rather those who have made me feel like this have something wrong with them.
This is my life! No one will tell me how to run it. Not now and not ever!. No matter who you think you might be, no matter where you grew up from, no matter how cool you think you are, and no matter how you speak to me you will never control my life or my actions.
Yes this is public and I know poeple will read this and I don't care. If your offended by this have the fortitude to call me and say something to me.