Aug 30, 2004 20:04
been dperesed a little really. lots of thngs bothering me like my thoughts and crap. also i have no one to speak to because jane kalls maybe once a week to make sure im alive lol, which is fine because i need my space still, then age is mad at me and dooesn't want to talk to me. meg talks to me sometimes but a lot of times shes busy or has her own stuff to deal with.
well off of that im trying to get back into school today. i need my transcrits, my OFFICIAL trnscripts so i went to csi after working from midnight to 12 afternoon and was at csi for a while. i got the letter in like 5 min but i stayed round to visit some friends. i ran into everyone that i havn' saw in the lat like 2 years. it was wierd because i usedto play spades with some of these people and it fel wierd to talk to them again. o well well i saw hem all today and im even more deermined to finish my school and propve myself
o and i am going to kill nadine!!!!! evr since the soda splled on my keyboard keys have been shorting out and just not working. there at random and i'll never know wich one it is. grrrr
also worried about her though. very worried. i wuld never want jane or ne of my friends to hang out with peope shes haging ut with and if ya don't know what i mean then don't ask ya not meant to know then.
i figured i would type this down to give people hope so read the next lines now carefully
"I will bless the Lord at all times; His praise shall continually be in my mouth. my soul shall make its boast in the Lord; the humble shall hear of it and be glad. Oh magnify the Lord with me an let us exalt his name together. i sought the Lord and He heardm, and delivered me from all my fears. They looked to Him and were radient and their faces were not ashamed. This poor man cried out and the Lord heard him and saved him ut of all his troubles. The angel of the Lord encamps all those who fears Himand delivers them. Oh taste and see the Lord is good blessed is the man who trusts in him