SCHOOL!!!(jane read the whole thing)
HOLY SHIT!!!! IM BACK IN SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!! I THINK THAT DESERVES ANOTHER HOLY SHIT!!!!!!
Well as the capital letters say im back in school!
I'm extremely happy for the obvious reason of continuing my education. I will probably be taking English 2 again to get that over with. I might take up a language, possibly Italian so i can talk to Jane in Italian and maybe woo her with some romantic Italian stuff :-D. I have to thank myself for putting up with everything that Kingsborough put me through today. I got off of work at 11 pm today. I waited for a bus for about an hour and a half in the hot humid weather. Finally my mom came and picked me up when 4 buses came but not the right buses. I came home and recieved a letter from Kingsborough. I opened it and found out i was denied from Kingsborough again for a second semester in a row. I was on the phone with them from like 1 o clock till about two thirty. They told me there was nothing they could do but then someone suggested B.M.C.C. (Borough of Manhattan Community College). I called them and they told me at first their semester had started, however they then told me that late registration just strated and was continuing till Thursday!!!!
I need to stop here and thank someone else who gave me strength. This person has always wanted me to be happy even though they thought that I wasn't happy. Yes I'm talking about Jane Zagami.
Jnae we've been through a lot and after yesterdays chat we drifted farther apart from each other. Today, however, you were closer to me in my soul and mind then you ever were before.
It was because of you that I didn't give up. I felt a need to prove myself to you that I am indeed worthy of being your boyfriend or even best friends. You want someone who can challenge you intellectually and, with the exception of life
and common sense, I have been unable to provide such a challenge with you. I now hope that, in me going back to school, I can provide the intellectual needs you needed. Without you Jane I would have given up long ago. I would have said " You know what fuck this shit and lived my life." I didn't though because I knew that I had to do this for myself and you. I want to be worthy one day of being your girlfriend. I know the anguish I've been going through and iI don't care. I am willing to do whatever it must take, within obvious boundries of course. Jane take the time you need to explore I'm with you always and you'll always be with me. When there's despair and darkness, you give me light and hope in my life. Thank you Jnae for everything you've done for me even the mental angusih and other pain I've been put through I thank you.
Well as the capital letters say im back in school!
I'm extremely happy for the obvious reason of continuing my education. I will probably be taking English 2 again to get that over with. I might take up a language, possibly Italian so i can talk to Jane in Italian and maybe woo her with some romantic Italian stuff :-D. I have to thank myself for putting up with everything that Kingsborough put me through today. I got off of work at 11 pm today. I waited for a bus for about an hour and a half in the hot humid weather. Finally my mom came and picked me up when 4 buses came but not the right buses. I came home and recieved a letter from Kingsborough. I opened it and found out i was denied from Kingsborough again for a second semester in a row. I was on the phone with them from like 1 o clock till about two thirty. They told me there was nothing they could do but then someone suggested B.M.C.C. (Borough of Manhattan Community College). I called them and they told me at first their semester had started, however they then told me that late registration just strated and was continuing till Thursday!!!!
I need to stop here and thank someone else who gave me strength. This person has always wanted me to be happy even though they thought that I wasn't happy. Yes I'm talking about Jane Zagami.
Jnae we've been through a lot and after yesterdays chat we drifted farther apart from each other. Today, however, you were closer to me in my soul and mind then you ever were before.
It was because of you that I didn't give up. I felt a need to prove myself to you that I am indeed worthy of being your boyfriend or even best friends. You want someone who can challenge you intellectually and, with the exception of life
and common sense, I have been unable to provide such a challenge with you. I now hope that, in me going back to school, I can provide the intellectual needs you needed. Without you Jane I would have given up long ago. I would have said " You know what fuck this shit and lived my life." I didn't though because I knew that I had to do this for myself and you. I want to be worthy one day of being your girlfriend. I know the anguish I've been going through and iI don't care. I am willing to do whatever it must take, within obvious boundries of course. Jane take the time you need to explore I'm with you always and you'll always be with me. When there's despair and darkness, you give me light and hope in my life. Thank you Jnae for everything you've done for me even the mental angusih and other pain I've been put through I thank you.