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So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus]
It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
[Chorus x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
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i should have my car by saturday hopefully and insured and others stuff by monday... been thinking and i have figured that the break up for me and jane i guess is ok and all because i don't want to burden her with the worry of that her b/f might be road kill one day at his new job so i guess its for the better for now. im not saying i don't know what i want but i know for now it just has to be. i want her to succede in school like i could not. i screwed up and i have to live with my mistakes for the rest of my life. for now i live with all my error's alone but one day i hope to not be alone. i hate the feeling of aloneness. thankfully megan and age r there for me a lot in my times of needs and thats what friends r for. there there for me when i need them and when they need me im there for them. we don't burden each other with problems because were friends and thats how true friends are. its never a burden to tell ur friend whats bothering u because if u try to put the weight of the world on your shoulder alone then you'll be crushed and swallowed by it. u'll void urself of emotions and think thats perfectly normal... but its not. people at my job r like that there constantly miserable because they think there life sux and that they should carry the weight of the world on their shoulders alone. this message is to remond everyone close and far from me that friends are here always to hear ur problems. that is the job of a friend. yes people have God and Jesus to look to for help and they'll always hep take away the burden f the world.... but they also know that people need friends otherwise y would they allow us to feel these emotions for poeple. ne way im done venting for the day i havn't talked to jabe since sunday because she wanted her space and she wanted me to kall maybe once a week but i decided that if she wants to talk to me and wants to be my friend that badly she could kall me. i always kalled her and always showed her my compasion now i feel she should return the favor ...even if just as a friend.