ok!
well....
its 9oclock
and im awake for some odd reason
and im doing lunch with everyone today! yes!
and im so happy cuz even though its not perfect, its there
and so help me if i lost any of them id b lost
even if thy are all pretty fucked up, i love them
so i was talking to mike on the phone lastnight
and i find out that every day i find more things that are fucked up about me
like for instance how recently, i was upset that a boy that i have no interest in watsoever, might not like me, or might not like me anymore
i mean c'mon thats pretty fucked up
and my evil ex trying to get with me and me with the same evil thoughts that i have to please him, the evil bastard. then my best friend saying hurtful horrible things to me just cuz shes hurt and knows that i wont leave her and that ill forgive her. then the issue of me not being able to trust her with all this stupid controversy with my ex and me not knowing who to believe and wat was actually said.
all this craziness plus the stupid drama hungry kids at school
and right now i dont even care
cuz i know that as long as i have those guys, the ppl who have been there for me forever, i know ill b ok
sounds corny, i know but watever
its true
its 9oclock
and im awake for some odd reason
and im doing lunch with everyone today! yes!
and im so happy cuz even though its not perfect, its there
and so help me if i lost any of them id b lost
even if thy are all pretty fucked up, i love them
so i was talking to mike on the phone lastnight
and i find out that every day i find more things that are fucked up about me
like for instance how recently, i was upset that a boy that i have no interest in watsoever, might not like me, or might not like me anymore
i mean c'mon thats pretty fucked up
and my evil ex trying to get with me and me with the same evil thoughts that i have to please him, the evil bastard. then my best friend saying hurtful horrible things to me just cuz shes hurt and knows that i wont leave her and that ill forgive her. then the issue of me not being able to trust her with all this stupid controversy with my ex and me not knowing who to believe and wat was actually said.
all this craziness plus the stupid drama hungry kids at school
and right now i dont even care
cuz i know that as long as i have those guys, the ppl who have been there for me forever, i know ill b ok
sounds corny, i know but watever
its true