*walks away from computer, standing and looking out at the mountains, turns back and looks at her words, trying to understand what he had done to cause her to hate him that much*
To: rwalcott@boscity.gov From: gmacy@boscity.gov
Why Renee, was I that much of a bastard to you? Did you think that I would love her less because we weren't together? I don't understand why.
Dammit, Garret! Not everything always has to do with you! Ever think that maybe I wasn't ready to tell you? That I was afraid to? That I was scared you'd think I did it on purpose?
No Renee, I won't. This time I'm not going to sit back and let you hide. I think after all of this I deserve a straight answer from you. I'd say you owe me one
To: rwalcott@boscity.gov
From: gmacy@boscity.gov
Why Renee, was I that much of a bastard to you? Did you think that I would love her less because we weren't together? I don't understand why.
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From: rwalcott@boscity.gov
No, Garret. Not at all. That's not why I didn't tell you.
...I was scared
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From: gmacy@boscity.gov
Then why Renee, please tell me why? What did I do to you that would make you feel you couldn't tell me?
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From: rwalcott@boscity.gov
Dammit, Garret! Not everything always has to do with you! Ever think that maybe I wasn't ready to tell you? That I was afraid to? That I was scared you'd think I did it on purpose?
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From: gmacy@boscity.gov
Why would I think you did it on purpose, Renee?
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From: rwalcott@boscity.gov
I don't know. I was scared, all right? Can we drop it?
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From: gmacy@boscity.gov
Renee, you know that I know you aren't the manipulative Ice Queen, so why would you think I would believe you had gotten pregnant on purpose.
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From: rwalcott@boscity.gov
Garret, drop it.
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From: gmacy@boscity.gov
No Renee, I won't. This time I'm not going to sit back and let you hide. I think after all of this I deserve a straight answer from you. I'd say you owe me one
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From: rwalcott@boscity.gov
I don't owe you anything, Garret.
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From: gmacy@boscity.gov
Goddamnit Renee, I love you and I want to know why you felt you couldn't tell me about Amanda.
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From: rwalcott@boscity.gov
Dammit, Garret, stop saying that!
I didn't tell you because...I didn't know if I was going to put her up for adoption. *sits back for a moment*
And then after that...I didn't know how to tell you the truth.
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From: gmacy@boscity.gov
I won't say it again, Renee, but it won't make it any less true.
Why would you give her up? I don't understand. It makes no sense to me at all.
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From: rwalcott@boscity.gov
Because I didn't think I was ready. I didn't think I could handle it. And then as soon as I looked into her eyes for the first time...I knew I could.
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From: gmacy@boscity.gov
Renee, I knew you could handle it when I found out you were pregnant.
So how do we handle it from here?
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From: gmacy@boscity.gov
How do you want to handle it? Joint custody? Visits? What?
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