Sep 10, 2006 02:11
I want a body to wrap myself around, and to wrap around me.
I want to know that when I come home at three in the morning, from wherever I may have been out at, I'll have a warm body to crawl into bed next to.
I want to never have to search my mind for the perfect joke to tell.
I want to be able to sing well enough that I don't have to block out the sound of my own voice. On a related note, I want to be able to play guitar well enough to not feel too embarassed at my lack of skill to play in front of other people.
I want to see in myself the things that she saw in me, and that she did, and she did. And that he did, once upon a time.
I want a child.
I want a girl with a mind like a diamond.
I want a girl who knows what's best.
I want a girl with shoes that cut, and eyes that burn like cigarettes.
I want to be needed, needed for something I can actually provide for once.
I want a girl who will worship my body the way I will worship hers.
I want to be good enough at something I enjoy doing to make a living at it.
I want people to actually understand who I really am, not what they see on first impression or what I try to make them think I am.
I want to feel love the way I felt it once before, many many years ago, innocent and pure.
And more than anything else... I want to have realistic expectations.
Yeah. That'll happen.