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Okay, so finally. The time has come to re-start this thing. My life goes in cycles...well at least my journal writing does. I go for a while and write religiously and then I just flat out stop. I reckon its time for this cycle to begin.
I always think of the scariest shit right before I go to sleep. SO DUMB. And then I have to pray just to attempt to get it off my mind.
Why is everyone on drugs and pregnant? Why do people murder? Why do I have to know the people who murder, do drugs, get pregnant, and commit suicide? Not cool. (I'm making light of this because I dont know any other way to deal with it, its too heavy)
Being in NC is amazzzzing. I love having nothing to do all day. I love thinking about college and imagining certain scenarios in my head. I love checking the mail every 15 minutes hoping that my roommate has come in. I already know that I am in Pittman...which used to be a boys dorm...idk if that is going to suck or what. Right now, I dont care!
I cannot sleep. It is almost midnight and I am ttiiireeed. But cannot sleep. Probably from thinking about all the scary shit.
My hands are really dry, I need to put lotion on them for more than one day in a row.
I finished Harry Potter. I am such a geek. I found on Wikipedia the complete list of characters from HP and yeah, bookmarked that page and have been browsing it.
That and YouTube. I've totally gone and watched all the Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera, Mandy Moore, Jessica Simpson, Spice Girls music videos. Love that website.
I cannot believe how much I wanted to be like them when I was younger. Especially like their makeup and accessories. I remember I had all this makeup but the only time I would wear it was right before I got in the shower, so it would wash off. Ha.
General Hospital is the greatest show ever.
I always have great ideas about what to write in here if I ever started it back up...but naturally....its all escaped by now. So goodnight??
holler.
I always think of the scariest shit right before I go to sleep. SO DUMB. And then I have to pray just to attempt to get it off my mind.
Why is everyone on drugs and pregnant? Why do people murder? Why do I have to know the people who murder, do drugs, get pregnant, and commit suicide? Not cool. (I'm making light of this because I dont know any other way to deal with it, its too heavy)
Being in NC is amazzzzing. I love having nothing to do all day. I love thinking about college and imagining certain scenarios in my head. I love checking the mail every 15 minutes hoping that my roommate has come in. I already know that I am in Pittman...which used to be a boys dorm...idk if that is going to suck or what. Right now, I dont care!
I cannot sleep. It is almost midnight and I am ttiiireeed. But cannot sleep. Probably from thinking about all the scary shit.
My hands are really dry, I need to put lotion on them for more than one day in a row.
I finished Harry Potter. I am such a geek. I found on Wikipedia the complete list of characters from HP and yeah, bookmarked that page and have been browsing it.
That and YouTube. I've totally gone and watched all the Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera, Mandy Moore, Jessica Simpson, Spice Girls music videos. Love that website.
I cannot believe how much I wanted to be like them when I was younger. Especially like their makeup and accessories. I remember I had all this makeup but the only time I would wear it was right before I got in the shower, so it would wash off. Ha.
General Hospital is the greatest show ever.
I always have great ideas about what to write in here if I ever started it back up...but naturally....its all escaped by now. So goodnight??
holler.