ummm
fucked
"I'm just worning you that you sould be expeactign the worst to happen"....my mum is starving herself....not sumit i knew about till yesterday.. i mean i know of that she has tlaked of comitting sudiced...but *sigh* scary shit.I wouldn't be able to handl it again apresly not my mum as i mite not like her but i would never wish this shit. god...my heads dancing with thoguhts mostly not pretty thoughts.
i went out last night and tryed so hard to keep it all inside but yes as always i failed..and cryed...in a way it was good i've neeed to cry resontly..but i always feel so crap when i cry like even one will be pissed off all i wanted to do was deal with it and have a wee cry..but no such luck i wasn't left long anuff for that to happen..
went back to nicks where me and iain stayed (iain seamed a lot better...i'm really glad) there was up all night again..tired.
i want to sream at sum people i really do, hit them and say "SHUT THE FUCK UP,you are not the only person in this world"
"I'm just worning you that you sould be expeactign the worst to happen"....my mum is starving herself....not sumit i knew about till yesterday.. i mean i know of that she has tlaked of comitting sudiced...but *sigh* scary shit.I wouldn't be able to handl it again apresly not my mum as i mite not like her but i would never wish this shit. god...my heads dancing with thoguhts mostly not pretty thoughts.
i went out last night and tryed so hard to keep it all inside but yes as always i failed..and cryed...in a way it was good i've neeed to cry resontly..but i always feel so crap when i cry like even one will be pissed off all i wanted to do was deal with it and have a wee cry..but no such luck i wasn't left long anuff for that to happen..
went back to nicks where me and iain stayed (iain seamed a lot better...i'm really glad) there was up all night again..tired.
i want to sream at sum people i really do, hit them and say "SHUT THE FUCK UP,you are not the only person in this world"