corsit is here!
wow it actuly arived i had my douts, frances really likes it i'm glad cause she was worryed and all, i tryed it on it didn't really fit me...i haven't the bust for it :(
talked about tickle and death with frances thismoring,it's becomeign esayer to tlka about with out breaking down, but it *hurts* inside so much. i haddn't really thought abotu this till i sore it in franks journal. " i miss u so much i find it hard to breath sumtimes"..i haddn't noticed it but it's really like that i think of him and then i think about how the last time i sore him is always going to be the last time and i stop breathing for a moment then i feel sick and have to tell myself it's not happing...this is al so odd and new..i never want to ahve to go trough this every again with sumone i love i can't...i must make sure i look out for my friends,as they are all i have left...oh fuck they acctuly are..no mum and dad anymore really i never see them and when i do i can't stay long cuase my mother scares me a LOT!!.....I love my friends so much and can't lose anther.grrr shut up Rowan no ones caring about this all. so go back in YOUR BOX and tlak to your self!
talked about tickle and death with frances thismoring,it's becomeign esayer to tlka about with out breaking down, but it *hurts* inside so much. i haddn't really thought abotu this till i sore it in franks journal. " i miss u so much i find it hard to breath sumtimes"..i haddn't noticed it but it's really like that i think of him and then i think about how the last time i sore him is always going to be the last time and i stop breathing for a moment then i feel sick and have to tell myself it's not happing...this is al so odd and new..i never want to ahve to go trough this every again with sumone i love i can't...i must make sure i look out for my friends,as they are all i have left...oh fuck they acctuly are..no mum and dad anymore really i never see them and when i do i can't stay long cuase my mother scares me a LOT!!.....I love my friends so much and can't lose anther.grrr shut up Rowan no ones caring about this all. so go back in YOUR BOX and tlak to your self!