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last night i did something that i never though i would do. i mean damn, i hate people that do this but yet for some reason there i was doing it too. so now i am having a conflict with myself, if i hate those people do i hate myself? and well to tell you the truth i do right now. i feel like shit, like i let everyone down just because of my damn curiosity. baby i am sorry for getting you all worried i know i made a big mistake and i promise i will make it up to you. right now i just wished there was an easy way out from what i am going through, usually if there was something really big that i needed help with i would tell my dad because we are very close. but i cant tell him this, specially since we had a big fight today so he would never trust me again, so right now i dont know what to do. ill just try my best to make things right i guess.