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Today was pretty cool. I ended up hanging out with Sarah, Zach, Moe, and Jeremy. Which was fun. We all went bowling. I won! Before that I hung out with Sarah and Loan. I've been spending a lot of time with Sarah lately. I think its just because she is helping me through all this shit that is going on. We would never date one another. Despite what our parents are saying. I think I'm going to go and get hypnotized tomorrow. Who knows worth a shot. I'm thinking maybe the hypno therapist may be able to do force these ideas into my head and the drive to accomplish them. 1)Commit myself to schoolwork 2)Commit myself to getting into better shape 3) And maybe this person would either help me to be more optimistic like I use to be or just help me see the bright side of things. Anyone who knows me knows how I use to be. Nothing ever use to bother me at all. Whether it be hail in New Mexico and people talking shit about me at school, I never use to let anything bother me. This hasn't been the case lately. I'm contemplating whether or not to go to prom. Of course I don't have a date now. Which blows. But I don't have a tux either, or anyone to help me pick out one. It is my senior year though. And I did miss homecoming. Idk I can't make up my mind about anything. I'm going to go get in the hot tub. Ignore typo's my faithful readers.