Some Girls Love Flowers.......
So as most people know, I hate being a girl. I mean, lookin' cute and having boobs is great and everything but the emotional touchy feely, talking about your feelings all the time just never sat well with me and I really do what I can to avoid it. I really hate that the people that I let see that side of me ended up just taking advantage of it and leaving me to regret it for the rest of my fuckin' life. But let me not ramble on with that. Ok so within the last 5 minutes, I wanted to cry a little inside and I kinda just lit up ya'll. So today at lunch I went shopping for a present for Mark and Denise's house warming party this weekend and I decided to finally pick up Guitar Hero for my Ds which I have been putting off since it came out. I didn't really want to buy because I always think of what bill I should pay with the money but I wanted it so I got it. So on Rich's board he has a "Look what I just bought" topic and I posted that I bought GH. Well, Rich replied with "I was going to try and get the three of us to buy that for you. Now to think of something else."
Awwww, you'd think by now I'd stop gushing but nope, I'm writing a LJ about it instead. I had to reply with "Awwwwwwwwwwwwww Ya'll are all I need..... oh and a new job too." I know I should feel uber gay about something like this touching my heart but to be honest just the thought that they wanted to do that for me makes me wanna cry in a good way. I know that I go out of my way for them a lot, and it's nothing about getting anything in return, it's just my nature and I can't help it and it also doesn't help that I love them very much. So just knowing that the thought was there makes me totally in awe of them. And it pretty much beats out my awe-ness of them not having sex with my computer all the time anymore.
So note to myself, even though they frustrate me allllllll the time, and sometimes I kinda want to put my foot up their asses, the three of those fuckers are the damn best thing that ever happen to me.
AHEM, ok I'm done bein' gay. *pulls up pants and scratches balls while burping*