hello dear friends
I havent posted in forever and a year. Im in a really sad mood and this computer wont let me update myspace so im writing here. i just needed to write. Im like depressed or something today. I dont really know whats going on todays just not a really good day. I really miss matt... I havent seen him in over a week and ive been getting like really bad feelings like were gonna break up or womething and i really dont want that to happen. all this stuff is happening all just because i got a job. (i got a job at delias at the mall, so come visit me kay?) anyway im like wicked into emo music now. i tried writing like two emo songs last night. one actually turned out pretty good and im actually considering trying to record it sometime. i only have a kareoke machine and id have to do it on a tape, so itll prolly be bad sounding no matter what. the songs about matt. kind if. i imagined what it would be like if he got in a car accident and im waiting to see if hes okay. its really quite sad..... but ive been feeling sad lately so i geuss its right....hopefully i can get some of these emotions out and i wont go completly insane......well to all my friends, i love you.