Jul 04, 2005 12:35
Well of course most pple have
heared dat i got my permit. I was soo happy bout dat but den dat got
shot down real quick. I didn't drive 4 weeks before it took da dam
'behind da wheel' course. n when i did drive it was wit da instructor.
Cause my mum is lyke dat. Well i drove bout 3 tymes by myself, to
church which is down 460, 2 kroger down da street n up da street from
motors place beside burger king. My mum was talkin bout i am da primary
driver of da nissan and i can drive dat. So me n my bro r goin out
today to work on drivin da stick. Then she wont b able to tell me dis
mess on i can't go here or there.
~ Good job to Mandy's all stars team. They won 3 games in a row. Dat is
good. I think dis is a 1st dat dis has eva happened! Bravo. Very
proud of everyone. If only my debs team can work lyke dat *smh*
~ I've been havin a lot on my mind. Mostly its bout eli
when im not thinkin bout drivin n mess. Lyke, Im self
conscience, n knowin how he is, i don kno if i should continue
thinkin about a us between me and him. He is just so talented, and
loving, and so cute. I don't think he would want someone like me, I
dunno thats just how i think. To me he is a like a dream, disregarding
the faults that he may or may not have. I love him for him. And that is
very unusual because he is such a distant away. He can make me smile
and happy just when we talk, and that is something very unique. He can
make me not wanna mess wit no 1 else to wait fo hym to share my
happiness wit hym. N when he brings ^ da ? on marriage he actually
makes me think n pic it perfect. But.... mayb dis is too much. mayb its
a diaster waitin to happen. i don kno.. we'll c lata.Mayb i am gettin
caught ^ in an unbelieveable dream, dat wont come tru soon enuff.
~~~ Well on speakin on da me n Eli just got into a lil argument n shit. Gosh...