Teenie tiny bit pissed
Omgoodness dis sum crazi
mess. Let me start 4rm da beginning of my day thou. Well i woke ^ n
styll was a lil grogery(tired) 4rm talkin to eli 2 bout 2:45 in da
mornin. I got on cause i told hym dat i would get on and stuff. Him and
B were online already talking. Lol.. so we geeked fo a bit n den i had
to get ready to go to work. I was out there for a good one.
Omgoodness. N it was soo dang on hot..lol had sweat runnin down my
husband beater. I was sittin in da shade n i had my chair n drinks.
Didn't get many pple. Some old guys started to hit on me. Joint was
funni. lol. Near da end, dis old lady was watchin me pratically
da whole day 'ery since she got home. She went outside n smoked bout 3
cigarretts, i was lyke dang. She walked by me smiling and she said hi.
I said Hi , and smile(dass how i am, smiling) she said" u a really
pretty young lady" I started to chuckle
a little bit, and said why thank you. And she started to smile and
walked off. lol.. i was bout to roll, i said well at least she wont
starrin @ me sayin nuttin.
~I got home n started to talk to Ty. Well he reads my live journals keepin tabs on me n asked me if Eli came up here would i let hym beat. I told him dat mayb i would mayb i wont, depends on my emotions cause dass how i act. Some words were said n i could tell he was pissed/ upset/ mayba lil jealous. He was sayin dat i should do n e thang wit hym cause he gon leave. I need sum 1 dat will b here wit me n stay wit me, sum 1 dat wont leave me. He said i should do "da nasty" wit him cause he kno how to take it slow wit me n take sum of da pain away, n i should do it wit sum 1 i got history wit. Sayin all dis otha mess, im sorri ty. but how can i fuc sum 1 who broke my heart n afta we got into da big fight, we didn't talk or chyll? N den u espect me ta come ova there when i get my license so we can do "da nasty". Im not lyke dat partner. How bout u start commin ova here n treatin me lyke a real friend, n den i mite come ova there to chyll as friends. I got otha ex's dat did me a lot betta den u do. N half of my ex's styll call me, interestin i kno but we styll chyll n talk. Wit me n u ,its completly diff. iono.
~ It's gon b real interestin when n if Eli come in. Im curious which bro he gon bring fo B. lol Mess gon b crazi,i need ta go head n set it ^. Hopefully i will have a car so it wont b so hard n stuff to pull is joint off. We gon have fun, n sex don even have to b a big thang. As long as me n hym get to chyll n actually b wit each otha, dat will make a difference. I wish pple would stop worryin bout me so much, well sum pple don even worried bout me @ all. Y'all kno i got a good head on my shoulders n y'all kno i b watchin afta y'all mo den me. lol.. I think imma do sum than fo myself dis tyme, n not worry bout u pigeon heads!
~I got home n started to talk to Ty. Well he reads my live journals keepin tabs on me n asked me if Eli came up here would i let hym beat. I told him dat mayb i would mayb i wont, depends on my emotions cause dass how i act. Some words were said n i could tell he was pissed/ upset/ mayba lil jealous. He was sayin dat i should do n e thang wit hym cause he gon leave. I need sum 1 dat will b here wit me n stay wit me, sum 1 dat wont leave me. He said i should do "da nasty" wit him cause he kno how to take it slow wit me n take sum of da pain away, n i should do it wit sum 1 i got history wit. Sayin all dis otha mess, im sorri ty. but how can i fuc sum 1 who broke my heart n afta we got into da big fight, we didn't talk or chyll? N den u espect me ta come ova there when i get my license so we can do "da nasty". Im not lyke dat partner. How bout u start commin ova here n treatin me lyke a real friend, n den i mite come ova there to chyll as friends. I got otha ex's dat did me a lot betta den u do. N half of my ex's styll call me, interestin i kno but we styll chyll n talk. Wit me n u ,its completly diff. iono.
~ It's gon b real interestin when n if Eli come in. Im curious which bro he gon bring fo B. lol Mess gon b crazi,i need ta go head n set it ^. Hopefully i will have a car so it wont b so hard n stuff to pull is joint off. We gon have fun, n sex don even have to b a big thang. As long as me n hym get to chyll n actually b wit each otha, dat will make a difference. I wish pple would stop worryin bout me so much, well sum pple don even worried bout me @ all. Y'all kno i got a good head on my shoulders n y'all kno i b watchin afta y'all mo den me. lol.. I think imma do sum than fo myself dis tyme, n not worry bout u pigeon heads!