lisa and ashley speaking..please stand up, please stand up
Mmmk so this week went by sorta fast, Hallelujah praise the Lord. I'm not really that pissed or anything about much but i'm just gonna vent anyways cuz that's basically what lj's are for. Yesterday kinda made me frustrated, I got pulled up to play w/ varsity but i just ended up sitting on the bench the entire time when i could of actually been playing on j.v. So me, brianna, and nicki just sat on the bench the entire time and i was sent to go get fly balls 500 times and the games were sooo extremely long.
I guess you could say i have alot of friends but i have veryy few true actually goood friends that i know, no matter what will always be there for me which kinda sucks. And over the past couple of years i've lost friends and have totally drifted away from what used to be some of my best friends and it really does make me sad : ( Seriously tho to, ppl are so 2-faced and fake and it's gay to say but you don't kno who to trust. I'm just soo lucky to actually have those few *great* friends who i can always trust. I don't wanna sound like some old lady too but, some ppl are just so immature i swear to God. Sometimes i just wanna smack them across the face and say grow up..for once. I mean really we're not in 3rd grade anymore...even tho i wish we were : (
Last thing that i just have to get off my chest, the drama oooh the D-R-A-M-A. It makes me absolutely sick! I swear too, some girls revolve there life around it and seriously no one freakin cares about the gay drama you create. Just get over yourselves and open up your pretty little eyes and realize there are bigger things in life then your stupid, pointless high school drama! Phew...wow, i feel alot better : ) Well on the brighter side of things, we had no practice today and i have the entire weekend off! Woo Hoo. Tonight i'm probably hangin out w/ lisa and andy...always a fun time with them 2 that's for sure. That's all, i might go take a nap...i'm sleep deprived. Peace Out