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k so I'm really into updating this thing now...lol wtf? I'm getting too addicted to the internet again! Um let's see I felt so bad today, I woke up to the sound of my aunt ringing the doorbell like 5 times. Cause she picks me up in the morning now to take me to school. And I'm supposed to leave for school at 6:45. So yeah, I was rushing like crazy and I felt bad cause my aunt still had to take my little cousin and his friend to their school and then go to work, all before 7:30. Today I looked like crap considering I only had about 15 minutes to get ready for school.
Hm I've been feeling really sick again and I know that's not good. And my shin splints are still there, they hurt so bad! People ahve been telling me to just stop going to track for awhile, until the actual season starts. But I'm afraid when the season starts, I won't be in shape. So, I felt really bad when I had to stop running last practice and Kaitlynn had to help me stretch them out. :(
What I really don't like is when people spend a lot of money on me. Like my mom..I told her that I needed to get a calculator and a ruler for school. So instead she buys it for me and also buys me a new alarm clock (cause my old one got busted) and I hated it cause I would rather buy it then let my mom. And I told her to return it cause I would jsut get with my own and she said no. And THen I got mad for some reason. I mean I hate it cause when people buy stuff for me I feel like they're really wasting it on me cause I don't deserve it. But really, I'm a dork and I think that way so you might not understand what I mean lol.
Yeah so sometimes I really wish that I could go back in time to 7th and 8th grade. Those were the best years ever. Especially 7th grade though. :( I miss it a lot and sometimes I also wish that I went to Granite. Cause I miss my friends soO much. And when I talk to them and they talk about how school is and stuff, it kind of makes me sad cause I'm not there. And I want to be there. :( But then I think about Steele and how the wonderful times I have had here. I am happy to be here, but it would be really great if we all just went to the same schools. AHEM AHEM JESSI: you're not gonna move. lol That's It, no excuses.
Well I got to talk to Megan a little bit again. And It felt nice. I like keeping in touch with old friends. And the fact that we try to keep in touch is great, that shows how much the friendship means. Ahhhh I LOVE my FRIENDS!!!!
Do people actually read this journal? lol I've been writing a lot in here lately I don't know why but I want to start writing more just to get things out and stuff. And plus I like it lol. And everyone has been on myspace a lot lately! lol So have I though...psssssst! Add Me if you have myspace, I want a friend!