Oct 18, 2005 21:47
Wow, I honestly do forget about this thing sometimes...I swear myspace has totally replaces this livejournal, how sad!! Oh well, time to modernize right??? Shit happens...go with it.
Life is all full of ups and downs, but thats not new news, everyone goes through it, so I know im definately not the only one....thank god.
School is school, its just the same shit different day...im kinda sick of all the bullshit drama I have to deal with, espceially guys who continuously tell me that, "they arent ready for a relationship" or some bullshit like that...I hate it, it really make sme think like, hmmm i wonder what im doing wrong, but whatever...im going with the flow and so far its worked out great.
I love my friends, they keep me going everyday, they are a part of my life and without them, idk what I would do.
Tennis is the other part of my life, without it I would definately be somewhere I wouldnt want to be. Having something I love so much keeps me going and keeps me away from all that bad stuff that is in the world nowadays...i hate it.
Im also sick of all the hate and racism within in the world, it pisses me off...i know its easy to say, but why cant we all just get along?? I dont hate, i may dislike ppl (of whom we wont name), but I dont hate anyone...hate is such a strong word and racism..that bullshit really just needs to stop, everyone is someone, even if they dont have white skin..and no offense, but white ppl are the top of the pyramid...everyone is equal. Am i the only one who sees it this way?? oh well, i dont care..its what i believe and im sticking with it.
I went to NY to visit West Point University..i loved it <3. College is so near..wow its kinda scary, yet I think im ready to get out of here..idk really, its kinda mixed feelings. There is just so much for me here, yet there is so much for me out there as well...its a win/lose situation. I just hope that I keep in touch with those that have a piece of my heart...i love them and will never ever forget them...no matter what.
<3