i smell like vegetables
so, sean farrell was right
blow drying poison ivy makes it itch 10 billion times more, then it makes it less itchy
now i have aloe all over it. a fucking week of steroids, and a shot, and calomine, and benadryl, AND IT'S STILL SPREADING.
fuckin a! anyway, i developed the camera from ryan's last day. i've had extreme ups and downs today, and i ended up sitting on the hood of my car at lighthouse, completely still, for about half an hour. there are a lot of things goin on in my head, and i really have started to worry
i came home, and IMMEDIATELY, even before i walked in, my mom somehow knew. she showed me the new socks she bought for me (<3mum) and kept on inching towards asking me what was wrong, then for some reason i blurted out "i dont want him to die" and she gave me a nice mom talk about having hope. i really love her. and i really love him.
i really love a lot of things
..
god i miss him.
blow drying poison ivy makes it itch 10 billion times more, then it makes it less itchy
now i have aloe all over it. a fucking week of steroids, and a shot, and calomine, and benadryl, AND IT'S STILL SPREADING.
fuckin a! anyway, i developed the camera from ryan's last day. i've had extreme ups and downs today, and i ended up sitting on the hood of my car at lighthouse, completely still, for about half an hour. there are a lot of things goin on in my head, and i really have started to worry
i came home, and IMMEDIATELY, even before i walked in, my mom somehow knew. she showed me the new socks she bought for me (<3mum) and kept on inching towards asking me what was wrong, then for some reason i blurted out "i dont want him to die" and she gave me a nice mom talk about having hope. i really love her. and i really love him.
i really love a lot of things
..
god i miss him.