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[d_u_g_a_n]

take those painted nails of yours
dig them into your childhood tendons
ligaments binding you to the people you're poisoning
quote the drunken words you exhaled
20 minutes before you were vomiting alone outside
and 2 hours before you kissed your fashionista friend's mouth
drooling lipstick and vodka
your broken little eyes slit open
looking your spectators up and down
their lust so palpable you might as well build your throne with it
wrap your fucking tongue around the girl who wishes she were you
drain the color out of the innocent face
that used make her mother beam
adieu
i'll pretend the white bra you threw on the floor
was a white flag
surrendering your ambitions
snuffing out the remainder of your innocent years
i just wish you could hold a face of regret
with one last look of those eyes i once knew
and thought i'd know forever

i know that is beyond hope as well
adieu