Apr 11, 2005 07:46
# i called in sick again
# my boss is going to strangle me tomorrow
# fuck it
# i feel like crap
i can sense some strange happenings in the world
i can't quite put my finger on it
it seems like time is speeding up and society is trying to catch up
something is going to happen soon
what that something is I dont know
what i do know is i can sense it
most others cannot
a paradigm shift is happening
some days i feel overwhelmed with what is going on in this mad world of ours
it feels almost surreal like a bad dream filmed by Kubrick
to use the matrix metaphor I feel like a battery in the powerplant
I need to be unplugged from this chaos
every day i continue to work at "freeing my mind"
but it's tough when so many fscked up things are happening all around me
its hard not to watch it like a bad car accident
yes im still delirious
im going back to bed now.