I'm finally free from the ups and downs
These past few days have been pretty tremendous. I have been working hard on bettering myself/my life. I am ridding myself of all the negative and trying to achieve the posi. This starts with not talking to a certain woman that gave birth to me. I have also decided I don't have shitty friends because if you're shitty, you're not my friend. I refuse to let people take me down with them anymore. Matt has been fantastic. He listens to me and has the best suggestions. He inspired me to start painting/drawing again. He told me I need to find a release for my stress and I sat down and sketched/painted for five hours. I have a new, complete painting for my bathroom. I am currently working on my painting for John.
I am struggling to pay off my debts, but I'm doing it. Baby steps. I am trying to get out of this damn town. Damn state. School is in my near future. I am filled with anxiety about it, but I deserve to be happy.
The scariest part about taking risks is I don't have a safety net. I think I'll end up on top.
I haven't been skating in two weeks and it's killing me. Oh well, BCSD is going to be the ish. I gotta save up some scrilla so I can document my awesome weekend in columbus, ohio in polaroids.
Tomorrow Matt, Paxton, and moi are going to a pistons game. I already know it's going to be ridic. Hopefully I can sleep all day today to muster up the energy to have a sick time.
I want to just rant about how amazing a boy is, but no one wants to read about it. He is the least selfish person I have ever met. And his shenanigans don't bother me at all. Most importantly I believe every word he says.
I am struggling to pay off my debts, but I'm doing it. Baby steps. I am trying to get out of this damn town. Damn state. School is in my near future. I am filled with anxiety about it, but I deserve to be happy.
The scariest part about taking risks is I don't have a safety net. I think I'll end up on top.
I haven't been skating in two weeks and it's killing me. Oh well, BCSD is going to be the ish. I gotta save up some scrilla so I can document my awesome weekend in columbus, ohio in polaroids.
Tomorrow Matt, Paxton, and moi are going to a pistons game. I already know it's going to be ridic. Hopefully I can sleep all day today to muster up the energy to have a sick time.
I want to just rant about how amazing a boy is, but no one wants to read about it. He is the least selfish person I have ever met. And his shenanigans don't bother me at all. Most importantly I believe every word he says.