"Contents Fragile"
I should have a sign on me that says "Contents Fragile", or just have it written across my forehead; better yet, my heart. Maybe then my friends will learn that I am one of the most sensitive, caring girls they will ever meet. My feelings get hurt way too often by my own "friends" and it makes me feel worthless. Sometimes I honestly think I've wasted these years with people who don't care as much as friends should. I know I take things too seriously some times, but I wish I had friends who knew how to BE a friend and be there for me. I don't feel like anyone truly cares about my feelings when they attempt to appologize yet let me down 10 minutes later. How is it right that I constantly feel left out of my own group of friends? Why do I even call them my own? How can I fix the situation? Or should I just try to find better friends? 'Cause they seem to be having an amazing time leaving me behind day-by-day. Not only has my heart been broken from being in love with someone who doesn't love me anymore, but by friends who I say I can't live without but can live without me. I have so much to learn, but I don't feel strong enough to do it by myself. I never imagined being this fragile. Help.