updizzle
So, I’m sitting in the basement of my dorm and I’m thinking about things. Lately I haven’t had time to feel sorry for myself and that makes me so happy. I have met some really awesome people since I moved in and I am so grateful.
I knew Brittnee and Erica from orientation and I was lucky enough to have Brittnee be at the same camp as me this past weekend. Erica is one floor up from me. I have spent all of my time with me and they are so easy going, that I just don’t want to think about my problems or feel sorry for myself.
I met Olivia at camp. She is such a sweet girl. She is just so happy and outgoing that I can’t have a quiet minute to wallow in my pity while I’m with her. I am so happy about that too.
When I spend time with all of these girls, I just forget about all of my past boy problems and all of the drama from home.
Ryan has been such a great friend to me lately. Not only has he let me come over whenever I’ve wanted, but he has helped me through my problems and he is there for me no matter what. I love him. He is one of my best friends and I don’t know what I would do without him. I am so glad that he is so nice to me because he knows that I have a thing for him, and he hasn’t changed at all. It is so nice to know that there is at least ONE guy out there who doesn’t get super cocky, or turn into an ass when he finds out that you like him. I know that nothing is ever going to happen romantically between us and I am totally fine with that.
I think James is cute, but he is too cool for me. No actually, he is in love with this girl who was his ex, but now I guess they are back together. He seemed nice at first, but now I just kind of think that he is a complete ass. He won’t even smile at me when I’m at the frat house. I don’t understand him. All I wanted to do was get to know him, but he freaked out and turned into a jerk. He is so adorable though. He looks exactly like Haley Joel Osmendt except he has blue hair. He is just so little and adorable…but he’s a jerk.
On the New Student Weekend I met this really cool guy named Bryan. He is an Elementary Education major too AND he was in choir last year. He is super cool. He’s 20, but I really think we had a connection. I know that sounds super lame, but I really think there was something there. He is having a party for our small group soon and I am so excited! The only problem is that he’s getting a keg and I really, really don’t like beer. I’ll probably just end up bringing my own stuff, or asking him if he has anything else. I am really excited though. He is so cute and funny!!
I haven’t seen Heather lately. I feel bad because her 18th birthday was yesterday and she had to spend it with her family at their cabin. I am so excited for her to come visit me though. She is amazing and I love her!!
I have met some really awesome people here and I am so excited for classes to start. I saw three people from my high school today. I wasn’t super close with them, but I did talk to them and they are really cool. It was awesome.
My roomie is way cool and I am pumped. She is almost exactly the same as me and it was awesome. I mean, her ringtone is Under The Sea…how much more could I ask for?
I am so excited to go to the fair tomorrow. It gonna be me Ryan, Heather, Mike and Jon. Mike invited Jon and none of us know why. Jon and Heather have a history and it is gonna be weird…hopefully not too bad though. I may invite Tim because he wants to hang out with Ryan. But I probably won’t.
In case you haven’t figured it out, I miss Tim. But not as a boyfriend, just as a friend. He is one of the coolest guys I have ever met and he changed my whole life. He changed all of my interests and everything. He is the one that got me hooked on Country music….and that’s pretty much all I listen to now. I just love talking to him because he will listen no matter what and he won’t judge me. He knows how I work and how I think and he understands that. I really hope that he comes and visits me so we can catch up.
I have about 40 minutes left here in the laundry room and I don’t know what I’m gonna do. I can’t really write much more because this is already a novel, PLUS I don’t have much more to write about. Oh, I think I’m gonna get my fish this weekend or possibly tomorrow. I am so excited!! I might even get two!! I know that one of them is gonna be named Stephen The Second because last year Stephen jumped down my sink when I was cleaning his tank and it made me so sad…the other one’s name is gonna be Prince Phillip or GusGus….most likely gusgus…ah I love Cinderella!! OOOOO! Maybe I’ll name one of them John Deere…that’s a good idea if I do say so myself!! J Wow, I’m a dork. I think I’m done now.
I knew Brittnee and Erica from orientation and I was lucky enough to have Brittnee be at the same camp as me this past weekend. Erica is one floor up from me. I have spent all of my time with me and they are so easy going, that I just don’t want to think about my problems or feel sorry for myself.
I met Olivia at camp. She is such a sweet girl. She is just so happy and outgoing that I can’t have a quiet minute to wallow in my pity while I’m with her. I am so happy about that too.
When I spend time with all of these girls, I just forget about all of my past boy problems and all of the drama from home.
Ryan has been such a great friend to me lately. Not only has he let me come over whenever I’ve wanted, but he has helped me through my problems and he is there for me no matter what. I love him. He is one of my best friends and I don’t know what I would do without him. I am so glad that he is so nice to me because he knows that I have a thing for him, and he hasn’t changed at all. It is so nice to know that there is at least ONE guy out there who doesn’t get super cocky, or turn into an ass when he finds out that you like him. I know that nothing is ever going to happen romantically between us and I am totally fine with that.
I think James is cute, but he is too cool for me. No actually, he is in love with this girl who was his ex, but now I guess they are back together. He seemed nice at first, but now I just kind of think that he is a complete ass. He won’t even smile at me when I’m at the frat house. I don’t understand him. All I wanted to do was get to know him, but he freaked out and turned into a jerk. He is so adorable though. He looks exactly like Haley Joel Osmendt except he has blue hair. He is just so little and adorable…but he’s a jerk.
On the New Student Weekend I met this really cool guy named Bryan. He is an Elementary Education major too AND he was in choir last year. He is super cool. He’s 20, but I really think we had a connection. I know that sounds super lame, but I really think there was something there. He is having a party for our small group soon and I am so excited! The only problem is that he’s getting a keg and I really, really don’t like beer. I’ll probably just end up bringing my own stuff, or asking him if he has anything else. I am really excited though. He is so cute and funny!!
I haven’t seen Heather lately. I feel bad because her 18th birthday was yesterday and she had to spend it with her family at their cabin. I am so excited for her to come visit me though. She is amazing and I love her!!
I have met some really awesome people here and I am so excited for classes to start. I saw three people from my high school today. I wasn’t super close with them, but I did talk to them and they are really cool. It was awesome.
My roomie is way cool and I am pumped. She is almost exactly the same as me and it was awesome. I mean, her ringtone is Under The Sea…how much more could I ask for?
I am so excited to go to the fair tomorrow. It gonna be me Ryan, Heather, Mike and Jon. Mike invited Jon and none of us know why. Jon and Heather have a history and it is gonna be weird…hopefully not too bad though. I may invite Tim because he wants to hang out with Ryan. But I probably won’t.
In case you haven’t figured it out, I miss Tim. But not as a boyfriend, just as a friend. He is one of the coolest guys I have ever met and he changed my whole life. He changed all of my interests and everything. He is the one that got me hooked on Country music….and that’s pretty much all I listen to now. I just love talking to him because he will listen no matter what and he won’t judge me. He knows how I work and how I think and he understands that. I really hope that he comes and visits me so we can catch up.
I have about 40 minutes left here in the laundry room and I don’t know what I’m gonna do. I can’t really write much more because this is already a novel, PLUS I don’t have much more to write about. Oh, I think I’m gonna get my fish this weekend or possibly tomorrow. I am so excited!! I might even get two!! I know that one of them is gonna be named Stephen The Second because last year Stephen jumped down my sink when I was cleaning his tank and it made me so sad…the other one’s name is gonna be Prince Phillip or GusGus….most likely gusgus…ah I love Cinderella!! OOOOO! Maybe I’ll name one of them John Deere…that’s a good idea if I do say so myself!! J Wow, I’m a dork. I think I’m done now.