EW IM SO EMO.
SHIT HAPPENS
I tell myself I miss fighting for it, but when it comes down to the real thing I don't do shit. I go on my own time in other words IM SPOILED. Things never work unless they go my way. It's been the same with every single one of them, it seems to fuck me over again and again. It's not that I don't have time or I don't care, I just always seem to fit things to MY convinience when it's clear I COULD make it happen if I REALLY tried. People ALWAYS get the wrong idea that I don't care and Im not serious about it, but it sucks to feel so strong about something and not be taken seriously because I don't know how to show how i feel. It's like telling the truth but you can't seem to do it without laughing, no one will every believe you, but it's just something you're so used to doing. That's exactly how I feel, it's so frustrating but at the same time you can't blame anyone but yourself.
WTF? Im so emo, eeww im not normally like this. Ignore it, it's just back to school stress. You make everything seem bigger then it is because you need to let all the anger and frustration out. =)
I tell myself I miss fighting for it, but when it comes down to the real thing I don't do shit. I go on my own time in other words IM SPOILED. Things never work unless they go my way. It's been the same with every single one of them, it seems to fuck me over again and again. It's not that I don't have time or I don't care, I just always seem to fit things to MY convinience when it's clear I COULD make it happen if I REALLY tried. People ALWAYS get the wrong idea that I don't care and Im not serious about it, but it sucks to feel so strong about something and not be taken seriously because I don't know how to show how i feel. It's like telling the truth but you can't seem to do it without laughing, no one will every believe you, but it's just something you're so used to doing. That's exactly how I feel, it's so frustrating but at the same time you can't blame anyone but yourself.
WTF? Im so emo, eeww im not normally like this. Ignore it, it's just back to school stress. You make everything seem bigger then it is because you need to let all the anger and frustration out. =)