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its such a battle.
knowing timing.
and when you should hold back and wait for things to play out.
or simply step up and speak out.
and this goes for lots of things in my life.
speaking out.
figuring out what i truly want from something.
or how much is me second guessing my gut.
which is something that should never be ignored my friends.
we have given up on goin with our gut.
going with this feeling we just can't shake.
i say its trustworth.y.
but its still confusing on what its exactly saying.
so instead of sending that message
to this person which represents something larger in my life..
(going with my gut / interpreting my thoughts/wisdom.
instead...
i will listen to this playlist one more time.
and maybe finish the artwork on that damn mix tape.
something that can be a distant love and message. safe.
this could be the booze talkin
but i haven't felt this scared to put myself out there in a loooonnng time.
knowing timing.
and when you should hold back and wait for things to play out.
or simply step up and speak out.
and this goes for lots of things in my life.
speaking out.
figuring out what i truly want from something.
or how much is me second guessing my gut.
which is something that should never be ignored my friends.
we have given up on goin with our gut.
going with this feeling we just can't shake.
i say its trustworth.y.
but its still confusing on what its exactly saying.
so instead of sending that message
to this person which represents something larger in my life..
(going with my gut / interpreting my thoughts/wisdom.
instead...
i will listen to this playlist one more time.
and maybe finish the artwork on that damn mix tape.
something that can be a distant love and message. safe.
this could be the booze talkin
but i haven't felt this scared to put myself out there in a loooonnng time.