May 09, 2005 17:35
soo yea its 3 days until my LAST day of freakin HIGH SCHOOL!!!! i got my cap and gown today!!!omg its soo insane!!!! whenever each year of school ends im always soo excited for the summer to start and to go to camp... and even though i dont want the next school year to start, towards the end of the summer im kind of anxious for it to start and to see how everyone has changed and hear about how everyone's summer was and see all of my school friends. But, now everyone is going to different places over the summer and when the school year begins we will all be in different cities and states all over the country and one of my friends out of the country (ISRAEL!!)i don't really seem to keep in touch with everyone as much over the summer cause i know that i will see them next year in school but next year when school starts i wont be able to see everyone because we are all going to different places...it is crazy how im starting college in a little over a month and each day that goes by i get a little more excited and scared. im scared that im not gonna make friends fast and find my "group", and that everything is going to be soo intimidating the first couple of days, but im still excited to find my "group" and hopefully get into lead scholars (just had my phone interview like 2 hours ago...:-/) and maybe join a sorority and just everything that else is going to go on in college.....
its so funny how time flys by and everything happens and changes soo fast... when i came home today i pulled out all of my old yearbooks from 6,7,8 and 10th grade and looked through them and who signed it and what they said...it was pretty funny that i saw people sign my yearbook in like 6th grade that im friends with now and we always ask ourselves when did we become friends...i still dont remember how we became friends but all i know is that we were friends....and i saw people that im not friends with at all sign it, and people sign it that i dont even know who they are...its weird how friendships come and go...
and everyone signed in the yearbook HAGS and KIT with their number and screename...man what funny and interesting years
and my friends that signed BFFL and Friends Forever....i dont even talk to anymore....for the most part
its also funny to read all of the inside jokes which were really funny at the time, and some i dont remember now, but the ones that i do are even funnier than they were before...
its going to be interesting to see whos married, whos the business men/women, the doctors, the lawyers, perhaps the president?
times do change sometimes for the better and sometimes for the worst....
but im ready for a change in my life now and im ready to open up a new chapter in my life...
3 days till no more HIGH SCHOOL
16 days till GRADUATION
23 days till ORIENTATION
49 days till THE BEGINNING OF THE GREAT YEARS AS A GOLDEN KNIGHT!!!!!!!