Queen of Catastrophe

[d_o_o_m]

I'm going to apologize right now for being whiny and vague.

i don't really know what to think
but this song is exactly what is going on
CONSEQUENCE is a bigger word than you think
i'm a coward. I am just counting on running away from all my problems and consquences in three months instead of solving them. I gave up on solving them, but instead of slowly fading away, they are becoming more weighty. I'm digging myself one big ass hole that I just expect to hop out of in three months. It's so far from admirable, i just don't know what else to do

I've come to my senses,
That I've become senseless,
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships,
EVERY LAST CONVICTION, I SMOKED THEM ALL AWAY
I DRANK MY FRUSTURATIONS DOWN THE DRAIN OUT OF THE WAY
So I sit and wait and wonder,
Does anyone else feel like me?
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems,

I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophes,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy

I could be an expert on co-dependency,
I could write the best book on underage tragedy,
I've been spending my time at the local liquor store,
I've been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
I'm so over-dosed on apathy and burnt out on sympathy.

Let the meaning slip away
Lost my faith in another day,
Self deprication seems okay,
I never thought I'd make it anyway

I'm my own worst enemy