I Want To Get Away!!!
I feel like a total failure. My grades are slipping a little and I'm not studying any less. Not to mention, I completely forgot to turn in my key ideas for my next speech . . . UGH!! I'm not really that stressed out either, so I don't know what the problem is.
Well, this could be it. All I've been thinking about lately is how I want to get away from here. There's nothing to do and if I stay here, I'll end up married to some lonely cowboy who wants to sit on the front porch and drink sweet tea all day. NO! So, Missouri State is part of the National Exchange Program which means that not only can I go to school pretty much anywhere in the world, but also pretty much anywhere in the nation. There are about 200 schools in the NSE from all the states. I want to go to a school with a little more pride, and a better football team . . . people here say that our school is full of pride, but I don't see it. They're not crazy enough. Somewhere warmer would be cool too since it's like 20 degrees right now. I don't know . . . if I do this, it won't be until like next fall anyway. At the moment, I'm considering University of Alabama, Ole Miss, Texas A&M . . . LSU is even on there, haha! I don't know what I'll do.
The other thing that's bothering me is the fact that Meghan only calls me when she has some stupid-ass, probably made up story to tell me, which is pretty much every other day. She exaggerates it to no end until I finally say, "heh heh heh - that sounds like fun." Then I tell her I'm busy. I mean, come on, how likely is it that she and her "friend" had to walk 4 miles yesterday (it was freezing cold) because their car got stuck in the mud and they walked 4 miles until a truck finally went by and they were able to flag them down. Oh, and the truck "just so happened" to be filled with 3 of the most GORGEOUS guys who wanted to take their picture? What the fuck kind of story is that?
Well, this could be it. All I've been thinking about lately is how I want to get away from here. There's nothing to do and if I stay here, I'll end up married to some lonely cowboy who wants to sit on the front porch and drink sweet tea all day. NO! So, Missouri State is part of the National Exchange Program which means that not only can I go to school pretty much anywhere in the world, but also pretty much anywhere in the nation. There are about 200 schools in the NSE from all the states. I want to go to a school with a little more pride, and a better football team . . . people here say that our school is full of pride, but I don't see it. They're not crazy enough. Somewhere warmer would be cool too since it's like 20 degrees right now. I don't know . . . if I do this, it won't be until like next fall anyway. At the moment, I'm considering University of Alabama, Ole Miss, Texas A&M . . . LSU is even on there, haha! I don't know what I'll do.
The other thing that's bothering me is the fact that Meghan only calls me when she has some stupid-ass, probably made up story to tell me, which is pretty much every other day. She exaggerates it to no end until I finally say, "heh heh heh - that sounds like fun." Then I tell her I'm busy. I mean, come on, how likely is it that she and her "friend" had to walk 4 miles yesterday (it was freezing cold) because their car got stuck in the mud and they walked 4 miles until a truck finally went by and they were able to flag them down. Oh, and the truck "just so happened" to be filled with 3 of the most GORGEOUS guys who wanted to take their picture? What the fuck kind of story is that?