Jun 07, 2005 00:10
That's wonderful. Oh, that is the last straw. I'm never talking to my mother again, unless it's in court. She lied. Who would of thought?! I'm sick of believing her sick little lies. It's disgusting.
And the most twisted part is, she faked his death, JUST TO SEE IF I'D FESS UP WHAT I SAID TO HIM AT DINNER. She honestly can't take my word for something. Something as LITTLE as that?
I was worried this would start to affect Cody mentally and make him worst off than she's already made him. I mean, we were just bonding with that man two hours earlier then its like "OH, HE'S BEEN RIPPED FROM LIFE, SMASHY SMASHY! Now tell me the truth?!" She just keeps toying with our minds, and this is seriously the LAST time that I put up with it.
And how does that even make sense?! He's dead, so now I can be honest! If she wont believe a word I say, then I'm giving up on ever believing in her. I've given her far too many chances and she just keeps hurting me. I understand now, why the rest of the family is disconnecting from her. She really is a morbid creature.
So this is me letting go and letting the universe take over. It's not in my hands anymore.