ironic song, huh?

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so, i've been meaning to update since i got up here on the 6th. sorry. i've been busy. i haven't really sat at the computer for a lengthy enough time to update. but today i feel like crap, so i'm updating. Bard is hella amazing. i love it. i just need everyone else beside the 500 freshman to get up here. i have the feeling i'll feel a little better socially when that happens. not that i don't like my friends - i really do - it's still not perfect. it's missing that one factor i was lucky enough to get in the bahamas: you know, that thing where if i just kinda walk off on my own from a group someone actually notices. or people come and check on me when i'm sitting in my room all day before i go check on you (even you though are just across the hall). you know, that kind of stuff. oh well, i'll give it time. just as i'll give the currently non-apparent gay community time to work itself out of its respective closets. oh, and my crush is straight, or so he says. oh well. i'm just lucky like that. i don't really know what else to say.
&hearts to everyone and we'll see how things unfold here....